June Kills...........

I dont know what's with the season, but people around me are going beserk................!!!!

Office on a Typical Day!!

Long Time No Non-Sense!!!!

Well....its been really sometime since I have talked 'non-sense'.......yes I think I am slowly getting the hang
of 'talking sense'.....atleast what others think to be 'sensibly responsible' or maybe......well....'responsibly sensible'......
to be honest I dont know what that means.......I guess I made that up.....but then one thing I realize that people in
general do tend to think there is sufficient amount of matter in what you say when the voluminous ludicridity in your
monologue is disguised by a carefully tailored amount of jargons and basically....well.....a glaring reminder that you have indeed
gone through the pages of Wren and Martin in your junior school...infact the poets have the genius to do that even without going through the books.....
I guess thats why poetries are called the highest form of literature....no offense meant.....it is indeed a talent to be envious about.
Well.....for some un-countable days I have remained 'OFF'
from blogging.........'sensibly' I should have said 'I had no time'.....but to be honest....it is mainly due to unavailability of cheap
internet services......the service provider has disconnected as.....can you believe......is moving onto some other....more profitable
section of the city......!!!
I guess I have bought my share of talking non-sense.......
Nothing really has been happening these days.....oh yes....I went home......my cousin is getting married......I realized that
the boy and the girl do not actually see each other during the 'Aashirbaad'......and people are generally quite cool and 'okay'
with this fact......well I guess they dont really have an option.......
Other than that......there have'nt been much highlights in life......except some weeks ago one of my acquaintances had this
blistering realization that his queen of heart is having ....well 'second thoughts' about him..........I guess its really unfair to rub
where it really hurts....but you really got to give it to her....I mean whoever she is.....she has the balls...!!!!I am sure she would
look just perfect in pants......!!!!
Well let me take this rather uncannily unfortunate incident of my friend to comment upon the so called 'commitment' that most
people quite happily indulge into......which in itself is rather a miracle.....considering I, being a sufficiently stoic and non-committal
person(non-committal : person who give a wry smile and dismissive shrug saying 'its just not your day mate' at most of the unfortunate incidents of life)
individually....
People…..don’t get me wrong……….Its not that I am the gothic skinhead snob (albeit I do have apparent anomaly as far as follicular prosperity is concerned) in an Anti-Christ T-shirt and harrowing tattoos crucifying love in a pool of molten lava.....I am too docile for that
....I believe for sufficiently lower mortals ....getting committed is essentially having a social surity of having someone to whom you can say every evening
what you encountered the full day......how they thought about each other by seeing things like a fly sitting on a rose.....a world war II radio singing a romantic song
......basically ...the feel good pang of “aint no sunshine when she’s gone”...........ah Notting Hill.....probably the best romantic movie made......for others....it is
outrageously a social status.....for some it is really the stark reflection of the T.V god that so assiduously befriends our life…..after all we all prefer to hear and of course watch the power of love rather than “look the Commies are coming”.....for the more intelligent ones.......its pure 'hop in the sack'....and for the hideous, heinous faggots like me......it is
yet another opportunity to get a treat from others.....both at proposals as well as breakups......so in essence I really encourage more people to fall in
love......I am sure I almost bought myself a free ticket to the gallows from the followers of the Cupid Cult.....but then the Earth is a wonderful planet where
both good and the evil resides with surprising alacrity.....and when the glass is half empty ....I usually believe in drinking the rest of it.....and order for a repeat!!!

I don’t think I am the stereotype whiner, but I am sure by this time you already had an inkling feeling of saying out loud the 'F' word.....assuming you haven’t said it already.......lets just move onto the more ....what .....black and white aspirations ......I have been attending CAT coaching classes....I know what is the last term of 22076 ……and today I felt like Sherlock Holmes when I found that there will be eight such pieces with colours on three faces when a cherry coloured cube is cut into 125 pieces. Well, and stuff like that…………Basically because million others are doing it…..that’s the kind of security you derive by joining the flow…..

Well frankly speaking, living all alone is somewhat similar to being a king……only with no kinsmen and subject to look after…….you can certainly come home late without the fear of reprisal from your parents……hell we all had nightmares like that .…..and honestly our brains are just too tired of raking up excuses everyday we saw the silhouette
by the end of the staircase….you can choose to sleep late without doing much….or maybe not to sleep at all…….you can have as much junk as you want in an aluminum foil in the rooftop or have no food at all…….basically you are just a free bird…..but without a tree to land on to…

I guess it is one of those nights when I can rant on forever…..for tonight I got the entire flat for myself…..and the T.V. is in its usual self of proclaiming hairy bollocks in a silver foil…..and my room-mate is out somewhere in the bowels of the city and the only thing that speaks is the blaring 2.1 in the drawing room….infact I am beginning to fear that my vocal chords will soon turn into a rudimentary organ…..just like the tail that all the humans still unfortunately bear……

I guess I am just over-doing the attempt of socialization…err….or maybe self-retrospection…...which in reality is saying “bugger off” to myself…….until …well ….more opportune moment…its 1:07 a.m. in the morning and time for a movie.